the figment of a mere puff, a naive perception of perfect love was busted on tuesday night. thoroughly. the incessant heart-warmth i received from my loved ones, i am more than thankful. the kindness do repay from those who really appreciated you and are proud of you for who you are. just for who i am, i am proud to be here standing, by my self.


my conclusion : there is no need for the most prestige, security, presents and honey-spiked words, for they are made up of nothing. the riches doesnt fancy me, nor your ugliness. in my eyes, yea just nothing more than a self- deciever, self denying living in your so-much perfect world- pretending that everything is okay. and yea, i aint naive. it's just you are too dumb to see the real world. move on? please pick up from your world, the real world then you can farking move it. and do take care. you need more than care from the aliened words you said.


it's not da incompetent who brought me to the doctor when i'm down with my fever and other bads. it's not da incompetent who cabbed down. it's not da incompetent who sent me angels and smiles.. it's someone else who is proud of me. very proud of me. :)